I am hesitant to explore what’s lurking within me, mainly because I know what I’ll find. I know what I will have to confront and most days I decline the inner invitation to have a peek. I don't trust the sender, my True Self. I don't feel ready to see what she wants to show me...yet. I'd ... Read More about Does the Perfect Time Ever Come?
Not only is it okay to be honest with where we are at, it might be the essence of any meaningful transformation in our lives. I have at least one or two days a week where I feel like I’m sinking into the abyss. There’s usually a litany of causes, but I can never pinpoint the exact starting point ... Read More about Even Here.
"Letting go isn't one step but many. Its a winding, spiraling process that happens on deep levels. And we must begin at the beginning by confronting our ambivalence." Sue Monk Kidd The sun is about to dip behind the trees outside our bedroom this afternoon. I hear it beckoning me to sit in its ... Read More about My Yearning To Discover Her
Already in those days, I noticed a loosening up of my theology. I don’t know how I hadn’t realized it before. The constricting belt around my mind and heart was becoming unbearable. I started to see how it kept me from moving freely and exploring certain ideas, thoughts, and books that I’d always ... Read More about They Don’t Prepare You For This In Missionary Training
"I've never met a sixty-year-old who believes all the same things in every respect that he did when he was thirty. Not one. Beliefs change. So let's not be too dogmatic at any age. We might very well be arguing with a future version of our own selves." Ted Dekker I attempted to explain the ... Read More about The Continual Death & Resurrection of My Faith